Ghosts of YesterdayOur innocence, it fades,Becomes this brittle hazeShattered, like our memories,These ghosts of yesterdayMy youth pulled from under the bed,Dusty as however many years that I've got leftBetween the nighttime romps and cigarettes,This old skin tastes stale, with bitternessAs the dust dances in the light,Without regard for my teary eyes,It's like looking back through the years,The struggles...the fights, and all the needless fearsThe past, it calls my name,Though it's gone, it haunts me just the sameIt reminds me of the things I've seen...All of the places that I've beenThose shadows are there, seem crystal clear,Always in my dreams...they reappear...!So strong...so strong, for so long,These ghosts, they won't leave me alone...!So dismayed...dismayed and betrayed,It feels like I'm turning over, inside my own grave...!Angry words...in burning nights,Every breath I'm taking, I'm fighting to save my own life!And they...they won't go away,They are staring me in the eye
A Moonlit NightThe moon was full and brightAs we lay next to one anotherThat lovely time we spent that nightjust staring at each other.I take your hand in mineAs my eyes stare into yoursI see your true self, your beauty divineAnd know that you're the reason that my spirit always soars.Your melodic voice enters my earsThe heavenly sound bringing me joyI promise we'll be together for yearsI'll be the one person you'll never annoy.I tell you with my heart and soul that I belong to youBut I blink for just one second and you are there no moreI sit the cold and alone, my heart having turned blueFor without my lovely angel's wings, my spirit can no longer soarBut to myself I can still picture, your eyes shining like starsI can still hear your delightful laugh, like that of a bird's songI understand that you're gone as I cherish the moments that were oursI guess I wasn't the one for you, but I lay here by myself, as I think about you and the moments we shared
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My Unspoken WordsIf I forget to tell you I love you more than words,I hope that you will remember regardless of the hurt;If I forget to tell you just how much you mean to me,I hope that you will remember while you are not here with me;If I forget to tell you that you are my world and more,I hope that you will remember what I am waiting for!If I forget to tell you I want you in my life,I hope that you will remember that I am always by your side;If I forget to tell you I am sorry for my mistakes,I hope that you will remember with every one I make.If I forget to tell you I miss you everyday,I hope that you will remember your absence causes pain,Whether I say these words to you, or wait until you are here with me,I hope that you will remember the love that we both share.
I LOVE YOU.I think of him a lot - my heart aches, my eyes burn, my facade shatters, I miss him even when I say I don't, Imiss the butterflies that would fill my stomach at a single thought of him, I miss the way he made the most simpleof acts seem so amazing, a hug, a kiss, a smile, a laugh. I miss the wanting.& Wanting everything, wanting nothing- being so filled up by him! I miss the need - needing to be so much closer, but closer never being enough. I evenmiss the pain he brought. Never being good enough, scared I will be left broken if he left... and he did, I miss theway he hurt me... a few times in fact, but I never gave up. It hurts, it always has and probably always will. I pretendthat I am okay with him being gone. I say it does not hurt, but really, it changed me and still tears me up inside.I will wait for my time to come, to b
My Promises.I promise to love you always and my heart beats for you,I promise to love you today and tomorrow for it is a new day,I promise to love you more and more every single day,I promise to hold you whenever you are afraid to fall,I promise to always hold you tight and never let you go,I promise to always lift you up when you are feeling down,I promise to wipe your tears whenever you cry,I promise to always cheer you up when you are down,I promise to keep you smiling when you feeling blue,I promise to always hug you whenever you need me,I promise to always kiss you sweetly, passionatly and gently,I promise to always lend you my shoulder when you need to lean on,I promise to be your strength whenever you feel weak,I promise to tell you what's real when you want to hear the truth,I promise to give you faith when you are feeling insecure,I promise to listen when you need to talk, I will always tell you the truth,I promise to hold your heart to keep it safe and I will take care of
Because Of You.Every breath I take is meant for you,Spoken words alone cannot express, the love I have for you;I lost my faith, you give it back to me,I am grateful for all the happiness each day you give it to me;I know this much is true,I am blessed because I am loved by you.I thank God for sending me someone like you;You are my pillar my stone of strength,You are always there for me whenever I need you,My love for you is pure boundless through space and time,It grows stronger everyday with the knowledge that you will always be mine;You are the only one in my heart,Through good and bad times nothing can keep us apart;I am giving all I have to give to you.My world is a better place because of you.
Together We're BlessedYou're my perfect partner, sweet lover, trusted friend,We're safe within our love, a love that will never end.I've learned through all the fights and separationsThat my happiness depends on having you;Beyond all other dreams and speculationsIt took some time to see that this was really true.Now I know it, and the knowledge brings me peace,I need no space for rambling or release;You're the miracle in my life who can always make me smile,Our love is so strong; we have been together quite awhile;Now with you at my side, I'm contented don't you see?For you, my love, filled all my dreams, of a life I thought never could beI never gave up on my dreaming, because I just knew,A wait for real love is worth waiting and our wishes will come true;Together we're blessed with a perfect match, which is bright and newIt's not too late, so let's create a life that makes dreams come true.
Silence.In the Darkness I keep on loving you in silence,My silence is as loud as screams;It has a story to tell, a story of a broken heart but undying soul.Silence surrounds me the absence of presenceThe silence has substance...Emptiness builds a home inside me,A deepening sea of nowhereness consumes;In silence there is a hidden meaning, so, my soul endure's in silence.My silence is trying to tell you that I am hurting inside,Longing for one moment with your arm's encircling me;You hurt me once again like the same old days,But I don't want to hear anymore your beautiful lies;My silence is dying to let you know my feelings for you,That I love you without question, without fear, without limits;My silence says the endless loop of misery, keeps me bound,Now I shall no longer walk alone, nor sleep into the empty night;I sit here alone, just wondering, I want to start it all over again,In silence I find no regrets, I Love you in silencebecause in silence I know you are Mine!
Me and You.Your brown eyes leave my heart knotted in ties,They give my stomach little rainbow butterflies;Your touch is gentle as the morning sky,It is ever so honest, never to lie.When I see you I can't help but to smile,When you hold my hand I think I might fly!In your presence, my surroundings are so peaceful,You are my best friend and keeper of my soul;You bring joy to my heart, I have never felt before,With each touch of your hand, I love you more and more;Whenever we say goodbye, whenever we part,know I hold you dearly, deep inside my heart;My bottled up feelings for you are really very true,I will never complain or doubt the things you do,For there's a strong bond forever between me and you.
our livesour days.bright cloudless skieskites without anchorssound of windand refreshing spraymotion as you spinletting go control of your arms, and of your speedgreen tickling meadow grassshoutingbubbleslook up to heavenfeel sun on your face and arms.our evenings.sitting on a beachyellow sand under your toeswarm orange sunsetso many b l u r r e d c o l o u r s .bluesilverpurple.sigh, watching the lulling seaspeak to your happy, laughing friendsand your favourite sister.our nights.you're so calm and relaxedfree.and you whisper to the windbold but kindnothing in this world would scare me.we are the music makers, and we are the dreamers of dreamsand we need never grow old.your eyes relaxand sink into sparkling blissthe darkness envelops youin glittered spirals of nothingit feels gooddarkstrongstrongerfar too strongyour bedroom hidden from sightbehind a flimsy white fogtime to