The Next Disaster

The world is changing,
It's rearranging,
Everything I know
It wants me to tell,
The past good-bye,
But I don't know if I can let it go
It's so brilliant,
So very seductive,
And at the core of it all...
So very destructive

The world and I am...

Spinning, swirling,
Moving faster,
Diving headfirst,
Into the next disaster
Running, hiding,
Feeling so shattered,
Diving headfirst,
Into the next disaster

The world wants to shape me,
It wants to force me,
To be what people want to see
But I'm not submitting,
I am committed,
To seeking the answers inside me
The world...is always taking...
I try to act!
Like it doesn't concern me...
But the world knows I am faking!

The world and I am...

Spinning, swirling,
Moving faster,
Diving headfirst,
Into the next disaster
Running, hiding,
Feeling so shattered,
Diving headfirst,
Into the next disaster

On fire!
In pain!
Every choice seems to end the same
No truth!
All lies!
Why does this world forsake me?
Accepted!
Denied!
And washed away on wave of ego and pride...

(The world...and I am...)

Headed for disaster...!

Spinning, swirling,
Moving faster,
Diving headfirst,
Into the next disaster!
Running, hiding,
Feeling so shattered,
Diving headfirst,
Into the next disaster!
Moving, breaking,
Why does this matter?
When we're diving headfirst!

Into the next disaster...

jlp May, 25, 2010