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Breaking My Sanity

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Bend me over backwards,
You leave me bloody and bruised
And I wonder if you have ever known,
What it feels like to be used
You take from me!
Just what you want
You know I won't fight back!
Because I just don't...
You're breaking me,
Into little pieces
I'm a little box of toys,
For your amusement...

You're taking everything from me!
You're changing my direction,
And breaking my sanity
You leave me helpless...
You leave me weak!
You are only happy,
When I am on my knees!
You're changing me...
And breaking my sanity...

You like to punish me,
For things I haven't done
And somewhere inside my mind,
I wonder why I am the chosen one...
I wonder why I am the focus of your anger,
I wonder why I have to feel your fear
I wonder what it would be like to smile again,
Instead of hiding all my tears
You inflict pain without ever touching,
That seems to be your forte...
I have to hold on to my sanity!
There has to be a way!

You're taking everything from me!
You're changing my direction,
And breaking my sanity
You leave me helpless...
You leave me weak!
You are only happy,
When I am on my knees!
You're changing me...
And breaking my sanity...

I hear your footsteps behind me,
I always know when you are near
And I know that you don't love me,
You've made that much clear
I used to want to be happy,
It was a goal I held so dear,
But now that I know who you are...
All I want is to disappear!

(You...are breaking me...)

You're taking everything from me!
You're changing my direction,
And breaking my sanity!
You leave me helpless...!
You leave me weak!
You are only happy,
When I am on my knees!
You're changing me!
You're breaking my sanity!
And I swear I'd kill you right here and now!
If the demons would only let me be!
I am staring into the abyss,
And it stares back at me
You are taking everything I am,
You are breaking my sanity...

jlp February 2, 2009
This is an intensely personal piece which describes 8 years of my life.

Hell would have been better.

Sadly, I know too many of you can relate to this.

:icondonotuseplz::iconmyartplz:
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starthefox100's avatar
i wanna cry now
13 years of this and now im that girl no one wanted to talk to cause i was always sad